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Some days are short, and some seem like they wont go away…it feels like im watching a video of the days go by in fast forward…sun up sun down sun up sun down…its hard to stay sane here…i feel like at any moment im ready to explode…its sad to say but i feel im already experiencing PTSD and the deployment isnt even over yet…i dont know what they expect from me at all…it boggles my mind why i cant figure out this Army thing…i love it…but i deeply hate it too..maybe the only thing that keeps me sane is my wife…thinking of being with her when im in the turret going 45 behind my 50. cal i catch myself nightdreaming…we are all complacent but not…because if something were to pop off they enemy would be fucked…i try so much…everyday its something new…but i keep my composure…to dominic…i love you but i dont know you…its so hard to be so interested in everything about you…believe me i wanna be and i care…but the thought of me not being there…i havent even touched you…heard you…felt your kicks…its hard son but i try everyday and always think of you…and ill always be there…
Your the bitch, Im the bitch.